I did you wrong, I hold my cards up
You did me wrong, that was kinda f*cked up
My pain concealed me
I feigned you completely
If I could take it all back, I’d leave you discreetly
Two wrongs don’t make a right
Though two hearts could still push on and fight
Loving you, I thought I’d never do.
I then found myself always thinking of you.
You caught me unknowing.
Let me catch feelings without a throw in.
Always gave you my all.
I cared for you, picked you up at every fall.
You made me blind to your truth.
You fungus looking fruit.
Intuition was so true.
I’m so glad I saw through you.
How do you move on from a love so “true?”
A strong connection, you never wanted to lose.
A happy bubble, you never wanted to move.
Losing you, was the first thing to do.
Submerged by the hurt, I could hardly see-through.
Letting my heart hurt was hardest thing to do.
Is it really true?
Does absence make the heart grow fonder?
Should this still be the case when your heart’s down under ?
My love for you sometimes grew stronger.
I remind myself that my love for me will never make me ponder.
Love should never make you wonder.
I had to break my own heart to find peace within that blunder.
What gives you the right to say that to my face?
You’re an absolute disgrace.
You emanate so much hate.
You say your mommy issues made you this way.
You’re my daddy issue that never went away.
You call yourself my father, I say you’re nothing but a waste of space.
You cause so much dismay.
My silence is such a state.
Is this really my fate?
You’ve got me tongue tied.
I can’t wait for the day I tell you goodbye.
Why’s it so hard to find someone wholesome?
A giver who’s hardly a taker.
Definitely not a faker.
A big hearted person, never blind to your needs.
Slays like a lion, they’re never a sheep.
Fights for your love because no one could ever Compete.
Caring and sweet, the greatest person you’ll ever meet.
Loves your beauty, even if you have a little booty.
Despite the above, your soul captures their heart.
Kills anyone who even tries to tear you apart.
Kisses your forehead, your cheeks, your thighs.
So truthful, they don’t even have to lie.
Someone to cherish, and hold so dear.
Talk about life as they hold you near.
Where are you, in this life of sins?
Will my soulmate find me and just let me win!?
He feared all that she was and tried to break her.
She knew all that he was, so he never tamed her.
Leaving him was the easiest part.
Living with him only broke her heart.
She found strength in the silence.
God was her guidance.
She never settled for science.
True love was hard to find but self love was her one-of-a-kind.
I’ve been gone for way too long.
Trying to find my way back home.
I won’t be long, although not here.
I’ll find my way to be always near.
Always true and always kind.
You’ll always know where to find.
Find me here, find me there.
Just know when you need me, I’ll be there.
I’m a little deep.
With not so little feet.
I like meat but don’t call me a sheep.
I sometimes weep, when it gets too deep.
I sometimes sleep, till I feel less weak.
Oh what a week.
I like little things and some big things too.
Little frills and a heatwave too.
Laughing at my own jokes, oh what a joke.
Never a dull moment.
Always stay woke.
I like good company and the bad ones too.
Sometimes reminiscing about the bad days too.
I like sweet things and pastries.
A box full of daisies.
Little purple flowers, make me feel so amazing.
Oh I’m a little crazy.
Old couples and babies, always so hazy.
Oceans and seas, what are they to me?.
An example of my mind, so endless and divine.
So clear, so blue, sometimes filled with plastic too.
Stay true to me and you’ll never feel beat.
I promise, I’ll be the best thing you’ll ever meet.
I’m sorry for
The hurt I caused.
The pain you felt.
That tear you shed.
I’m sorry for
The heartbreak.
Staying awake.
I’m sorry for
Wasting time.
Taking time.
You being mine.
I’m not sorry for
The laugh and smiles, even if they weren’t mine.
Being close and sharing souls.
The heart warming talks and frivolous walks.
I’ve been gone for way too long.
Trying to find my way back home.
I won’t be long, although not here.
I’ll find my way to be always near.
Always true and always kind.
You’ll always know where to find.
Find me here, find me there.
Just know when you need me, I’ll be there.
Find yourself.
Don’t lose yourself.
Be yourself.
Love yourself.
Its hard to do but trust me, its worth the woes.
Worth the pain.
Worth the fight.
Always worth a little plight.
As long as you love yourself and love oneself.
Make it worthwhile. Make it last.
Just don’t make it your last.
There is purpose, you are worth it.
Don’t give up and live your purpose.
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